A new begining,a new life

2007-01-12T09:45:00.000-08:00

Is that right?
Inorder to find our way we have to be lost first?And how lost we should be ?Im sure that everyone of us in any part of our lives we were lost even if it was for a while.Is it necessary inorder to do the right we have to make a mistake before?.Do we need to make awrong decision before making aright one?
To value the light we need to stumble in the dark.To believe the truth we should eliminate the lies.There is abook once i read it was amazing it's for the writer Marquez he was talking about what if we live two lives the first one as atrial so we wont do the same mistakes again and we would have an idea of how our lives should be.I'm sorry I forgot then name of the book.
But the book was telling my thoughts clearly I felt I was the one who wrote it.i wish I was.

Now the real question when do we now that this is the wrong path we are on and which turn should we take?Which door is opened after the last one was closed? They say that twenties are for finding yourself i never thought it would be that hard.

The amazing thing that we will never know what if.This keeps you waiting for tomorrow .
I hope everyone will enjoy their journey

2006-12-06T12:24:00.000-08:00

I was tagged by reem,i'm sitting next to my library i nmy house so there are dozens of books,i choose smth that i used to read it more often in the past and i respect:

اعشقي من شئت
و تزوجي من شئت
و سافري مع من شئت
و ساري مع من شئت
فيث تكونين
أنت جزء من قصيدتي

نزار قباني

I like his poetry although sometimes he goes to the extreams but dont we need that sometimes to make us feel different!

2006-12-01T13:51:00.000-08:00

I'm sitting here connected to the world I can visit any country , watch the resent movies,open this site close another,so many news so many activities,many pictures many dreams,many hopes.a smile there and a sad story nere. I can be on Eiffel tower in Paris by aclick ,i can do shopping in the fanciest shops in London. I can learn the most delicious recipe from the most famous restaurant in Italy But all this didn't stop my feeling with loneliness,all this and I feel I'm alone in this world.How come nothing make me feel warm.I just feel hallow inside ,I just feel more isolated more and more like I'm in abox in adark room in an old house in adark forest at the end of the world.

2006-09-17T12:52:00.000-07:00

Maybe no one is reading my blogger,its ok I dnt think I wrote anything interesting till now-not as if I will -.
But today I was thinking that some days no actually long periods of time you feel that everything is happening against your wish,what ever you want even the silly things they never happen not because you dnt try at the opposite I try and try and keep trying that everyone around says" enough Nada its not working what are you trying to do !" inside I never give up or forget even if I stop for I awhile I come back later and try again and again..

But now I feel tired from everything I go back in the memory ,I find that lots of things I worked hard for or arranged for never happened not because i didn't try .Believe me I tried a lot but they never worked out.

So is it impossible that everything I wished or wanted is not good for me that's why never happened or Im just akind of aperson with bad luck no matter how bad I try.I look around and see that a lot of people have things they maybe didn't dream to have -Im sure coz im close with them- or not even worked to get them and they just have it easily.Im not over exaggerating really im having this for along time i need to find asolution.I know that I always like to have everything but now ifeel I have nth and actually I have nothing.

you know its good that no one is reading this coz they'll think I have amental problem-maybe I do-

2006-09-12T12:34:00.000-07:00

Hi there-the world
Im new in this ,My friend Reem introduced me to blog.Im not sure im going to be as good as her,I will use it as away to express my thoughts and feelings specially in this period of my life i have alot.i hope i will find a place between you...
Thx for your sweet welcoming